This movie. Love it. Reminds me of my childhood
what boi said. <3
My Wish For You..
The last few days have been rough for me.
Facing the fact that most of my life dreams haven’t been mine.
They have been my mom’s..
It’s hard to deal with.
But with the love and support of everyone around me I’ve began to realize a few things.
1. She could be jealous of where my life is going - of which she wishes hers would have gone..
2. She’s reflecting her insecurities in the way she treats me.
3. She’s trying to live her life through mine making it turn out the way SHE wants.
4. Any of the above..
All I’ve ever wanted is a real relationship with my mom..
To be able to talk to her about boys or her be okay with who I’M happy with.
If I’m happy should it matter what she wants?
Ultimately it’s my life and happiness..
She won’t always be around to dictate that..
I’m tired of living my life as a lie.
Living my life for her.
I decided I’m going to add in a Women’s and Gender Studies Minor.
I’ve even considered looking in to the Peace Corps after college.
Following my dreams.
Traveling.
Taking risks.
Which don’t exist in HER world..
It’s time for me to focus on making myself happy.
She may not approve of who I am, because it’s not like her.
And she is honestly one of the most judgmental, two-faced people I know.
I’m different.
I’m more open to life.
Open to knew things, new lifestyle choices.
I’m not her.
I’m me.
And it’s time to start living that way..
No matter what her wishes for me are.
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